![]() ![]() I tried internet archive using key song titles oof other songs there as they were spelled after downloads - but nothing. There was a site I visited in the mid 2000s that had all sorts of free downloadable protest/resistance/truth songs where I dl'd it. ![]() It's not the band FEAR's song made famous in RepoMan. dum duh dum dum.Let's have a war, it doesn t matter if we're wrong or if we're right.I've got a feelin, it could happen pretty soon now.it could happen any day now." My favorite is when we talk, not about food and poundage, but how hard I find it to believe in my pen and all the pages I hope to fill.Looked forever for a song: cheap drum machine, fuzz guitar : 'Lets have a war, it doesn't matter what we're fighting for. When I tell him I’m doing better, he asks me to explain. When I tell him I don’t “feel thin,” he can’t hide his surprise. Mondays we can wear what we like on this day it’s just a quiet couch and 45 minutes where I try to say the truth to an understanding stranger with a Ph.D and a notebook. I take what they give me and I try to swallow. I listen to them count my ribs and I hear them say just how serious it is, really. I’ve endangered myself, they remind me, so much that perhaps I don’t deserve custody of my own body. If things had been only a little different, I might be in an institution, they say. I choke down chalky protein shakes, alone and unamused, their promises ringing in my ears. It’s a bridge and they swear on the other side there is Real Life. Sometimes I forget my classes, but I cannot forget my “recovery team.” They have my number and each others’, and as I criss-cross town I am aware of being always on their grid.
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